So tomorrow I have to go back to work and I'm REALLY depressed about it. I haven't missed work AT ALL during maternity leave and the thought of going back makes me want to barf. Really. I'm nauseous. I am hoping that it won't be as bad as I expect. I had a hard time going back to work after Mollie was born too, but at least then I had a little motivation. This time, I know that I don't like my work environment and I'm not going to get very much out of it so it's really difficult to face going back when I would rather be at home taking care of my own kids. AAAAAACCCCKKKK!!